My Beasty, and his Beauty

I saw the 3D release of Beauty and the Beast. It was spectacular!! I loved it! But then again, it's my favorite story, so I'm kind of biased. Only thing that bothered me was the person I saw it with and the temperature in the theater. Soooo hot!! I was dehydrated by the end of the movie. And the person I saw it with, well I am sure they were bored. They kept texting through out the movie. But it was sweet that they came out with me and saw it.

Watching that movie made me think if I would ever have it in me to do something like that, to sacrifice myself to save someone. To put myself in danger. I understand that it's a made up stories, changed over the centuries and molded to fit it's audience. But it started off as a moral story that governesses told their charges. The story of Beauty and the Beast was used as an example to little girls of how a proper young lady should act, and how we shouldn't make harsh judgments because we never know who we're really judging and how it would affect us.

I so desperately want to be someone's Beauty, lol, and this is where you go.. ssaayy wwhhaattt? lol. It's true though, not just for me but for most girls. Most want to be that girl next door, that people look over but who is really a diamond in disguise meant only for one person. A person who doesn't even know they deserve it. Wow, I have read way too many books and watched one to many Hindi movies. I don't want to save someone, I know I can't and I do not try to delude myself that I can. I just want to find my Beast, my prince in disguise.

Deal

Ok, so I am part of this online dating site, as I have mentioned before (obviously I won't say the name, duh) and every now and then I get recommendations for possible matches. Now I can view them and have the chance to message them. Sometimes I chose not to, why should I message all the guys? No, it aiin't gonna work that way.

After you're recommended, you don't message me or whatever, I am deleting you! K? Great.

Online Dating, Take 2

So, I have been on a dating website for some months and no success thus far. It's pretty irritating, mostly because I have come to the realization that I am not a patient person when it comes to the matters of the heart. I can not come to the understanding of why things take so slow and why I am not able to meet someone right now, and be blissfully married (I have also come to the realization that marriage is not easy all the time, and it takes a lot of work and patience, of which I have none apparently).

Here's the thing with online dating. It sucks the life out of you! Depending on what website you use, they may suggest people to you that make you go "WTH? you serious? This is what I'm worth." There are also websites where the only thing on the minds of the members is sex, whether its within a relationship or just a one night stand. Neither of which I am interested in. Seriously, I am just waiting out my expiration date.

I understand that someone people need the internet to find others and socialize. But I am not that person. I actually like meeting new people (this is where you go, SAY WHHAATT?! and I go yea, I know right..). I like going out. I like the rush and excitement. I'm just not down for hookups and one night stands, and anything else along those lines. It is very hard to find a decent person, who is willing to be in a serious relationship with you, on or off line.

The funny thing is, I just visited a website and randomly searched for eligible men in the area and found at least 4 that I recognized from my acquaintances. The best part is, they're all players!!!!!!!!! They play girls left and right! They work them up, use them and release! And I have no idea how to warn the unsuspecting girls on that site. Currently, I do not care. They can fend for themselves.

I'm just looking for one. I'm not asking for 100's or even 10. Just 1 good one.